A Blog About My Lifetime

This is my personal blog. In this blog you will follow my life, I will try to post interesting things that will happen to me. I'm glad to see you here ;) Thanks. And, yes, ofcourse please forgive me my english, 'cause I have not learned it anywhere :)

Sunday, July 5, 2009

NO TITLE!

Hi all there... I'm so sorry, Astghik jan, that have not posted here, I was in Caghkadzor and there was no connection. Well, I will tell you all the news :)

Well, she sent me an sms and I called her back. We talked a bit and she said that she is going to Georgia after two days for ten days. And she also said that we will meet after she will back. And so on...

On the next day, it was Friday, my friends invited me to Caxkadzor for 3 days and they asked me to invite her too. Wooow! Great idea! And then when I was at work I decided to call her. I called and asked when she is going to Georgia, she said today at night. I said it's a pity and that I wanted to invite her to Caxkadzor with us...

I HAVE NOT SUPPOSED A REACTION LIKE SHE DID!

sorry people but I will write in Armenian:
"Karox a gites qo het petq a gam Caxkadzor"


Hmmmm... At all she didn't understand what I meant. She thought that we would be alone, me and she... I explained her the whole situation, that there will be many other people with her girlfriends, there will be girls without boyfriends and so on... She didn't understand me, she said that we don't know each other well and she can't come with me. I said that that is the reason to come with me. But... no success... I didn't want to say her not to go to Georgia, I simply wanted to tell her that there is no need to afraid of something when going with me.

I don't know have you understood what I'm talking about...


On the next day (Saturday evening), when we were dancing, drinking cocktail and playing poker, I've received a message again, she told me that that was her number and so on... I called her, we talked a bit and again the question about coming with me opened. I have tried a bit to get her to think like me but with no success... Then I said that it is her problem, that I have simply invited her and the decision is her and so on...

I was very very very angry!

I think she is not my type. She don't think so free as I do. And I think that it will prevent our relations.

Monday, June 29, 2009

Hi all! Specially for Astghik I'm doing the following post!

She hasn't called me yet, but she just sent me a message on odnoklassniki.ru. She said that she is already here and will call me as soon as she'll get Armenian number !!!!! Hooray ! LOOOOL!

Sunday, June 28, 2009

I Don't Know What to Think...

We was talking nights along... I think that when she will arrive to Armenia the first person whom she would call will be me. But it hasn't been so 'cause I often like to dream :( She didn't call me neither the day she arrived, nor till today. I don't know what she is thinking about. I understand that she may be busy know, but already 4 days had left... I don't want her to call me and say that she wants to meet me, I simply wanted her to tell me that she arrived and everything is ok.

Monday, June 8, 2009

Some Kind of We

It was friday. She was online and we chatted a bit. I was telling her about my last love which end was very tragic :( I was at work and it was already the time to finish my work and go to training room. I told her that will continue some later.

After some training I reached home and turned on my laptop. She was online :) We chatted again a bit then she asked me to continue the story if I'd like. I told her. She was shocked... Then everything was ok. I was happy.

On the next day she was again online the whole day. We talked very much. Then I went out with friends for a some walk :). It was already late and except that I wanted very much to talk with her ;). My friends asked me to stay with them and I decided to bring my laptop with me. We was at YUM-YUM and there was free Wi-Fi. We was eating pizza and I was talking with her :) I was very happy. Suddenly I mentioned that on her ICQ profile was a small photo. I asked her to send me the full sized photo but she declined :(. After some tries of getting her to send me photo, she suddenly asked me if I have an account on http://my.mail.ru... I had already saw her photos and had knew her profile and email. I decided to send her photo to her email. I asked her to check her email. She was surprised from where did I know her email and was very afraid of something! I was shocked, 'cause I was feeling what does she! She was in terrible condition! She was afraid of me but I didn't know why! (I can't tell you my feelings, 'cause I'm not good in English :((() I tried to get her to tell me what happend. At the beginning she didn't trust me, but then I get her to trust me. She told me everything (however I think so and want to think). I was SHOCKED! I can't tell you what she told me, 'cause I have no rights to do so. But it was terrible... I didn't know how to get her calm down... She was in more terrible condition! I asked to call her mobile to try to help, but she declined :(. But after some talk she relaxed...

I felt the same that she felt! It was terrible and I will never talk about that with her...

I tell her about my blog to get her trust me more. She told that she don't want me to like her... And she don't want fall in love, 'case she is not ready yet... And also she told me that I don't deserve to suffer again after the story I've told her...

I really didn't know what to say her. I knew tha I really like her, I wanted to chat with her every night! Finally I told her that she is not able to controll that things and asked her to let me decide do I deserve a suffering or not. I told her that everything will be ok. She told me that she trust me. And we changed the theme...

Everything was ok! I was more happier! On the next day we chatted again! I tried to flirt with her but with no success :( But I was the happiest person on the Earth! Trust Me! :)))


And today she was online... online... and again online... In the morning I sent her a message... but I didn't receive an answer... I wanted to think that she was busy and waited the whole day. And no answer... I don't understand what's going on. I can suppose that she does not like to get connected with me as she told earlier... BUT I DON'T WANT IT TO BE SO! :'(

What should I do... I don't know... Maybe I will send her the link of this post! but I don't know what will be her reaction! I will not send her... let it be so like it would be without this ;)

Thursday, June 4, 2009

Again She

Today was very bad day :( Again it started from university. Then I went to office, seemed like an regular day except that my chief was going to some kind of holyday for about a week. At the end of the work day there were some problems in office about some projects.

When I reached home I entered http://www.odnoklassniki.ru and saw that she had been online at 19:00 but she didn't write me anything :( I was waiting her for about 3 day, but no success :( She had told me that she would be busy preparing her school exercises... But is it so difficult to say simply `hi`...? I'm very sad :( LOOOL!

I feel some kind of a spiritual connection with her... Maybe I like her? But I don't know her well yet...

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

She

Hello everyone!

After some walk on http://www.odnoklassniki.ru I've meet a girl (I was very happy, 'cause my other tries were unsuccessfull). She didn't have photo in her profile and her name was not real. I asked her name and she said, that her name is **** (sorry, I think it would be better not to tell you her name). After some chat I tried to request her photo, but the try was unsuccessfull... She said, that everything she told is true, but she didn't want me to know more about her :(. I've said ok and we continued. I'm talking with her already about 12 days. She is Armenian, but live in Czech Rebublic, in Praha, already 2.5 years (I saw her place in Google Earth and Praha is very beautiful city ;)). After some days she said that she is going to come to Armenia at 25 June. I was very happy! I asked her if she have ICQ or Skype, she gave me her ICQ. I added her UIN and saw that her name is ****** (I was surprised and ask her about that, she told me that the UIN has been registered by her friend, but now she is the owner, I calmed down). After some time my friend suddenly saw her profile, I was connected to her through him and his brother. He said that will ask his brother if he knows her... He said YES! I asked if he saw her photo, he said YES! and told me that she is CUTE!. I was more happy until knew, that her name is NOT Mane, but Nazeli (it is also Armenian name). Today I decided to register on http://my.mail.ru and found her! All my friends liked her, but one of my friends did NOT! The turn was mine and I can't understand do I like her. Before I saw the photos I know that I liked :(. I don't know if that means that she is not in my taste...

At all she lied me, 'cause her name is not **** but is ******, same as in her ICQ profile. I'm very offended! I want to believe that she didn't lie that going to come to Armenia... I don't know what to say her if she will online...